My good friend Nicole, whose blog I have linked as "another fabulous blog", and I have decided to read Deuteronomy together. [And by together I mean, we both read it at the same time, from across the country- we do not live in the same state.] It is a way to hold each other accountable to getting in the Word. I am thankful that she picked this book because so far it has been a good journey. Check out her free writing blog to hear some thoughts she has about her journey.
Today I was reading Deuteronomy 3- and there was a verse that jumped out and spoke to my heart. Deuteronomy 3:22 says, "Do not be afraid of them; the LORD your God himself will fight for you." The context of the verse is Moses speaking to Joshua reassuring him that God has given him the land across the Jordan and that he need not be afraid. In Deuteronomy, Moses describes the journey that God lead them on in the desert- and he goes through the different accounts where God delivers people and land to the Israelites. What is super cool is that God is not just protecting Joshua and Moses and the Israelites, but he protects all his people. He says, "Do not provoke them [referring to the descendants of Esau] to war, for I will not give you any of their land, not even enough to put your foot on." Then later he says, "Do not harass the Moabites or provoke them to war, for I will not give you any part of their land. I have given Ar to the descendants of Lot as a possession." And then in verse 2:31 he says, "See I have begun to deliver Sihon and his country over to you. Now begin to conquer and possess his land." God is totally watching over His people- protecting them- providing them with land and guiding them in the way that they should go.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to experience God in the way that Moses and Joshua did. To literally have God say to you "I will give you this country", that would be nuts wouldn't it? But what's crazy to think about is that our God is not changing. He still protects us and delivers us and fights for us. It amazes me how God really does fight for us.
I find that particularly reassuring right now because I am a little frustrated (to put it lightly) with a situation my husband has been put in at work. Without being mean and sharing everything that's been going on... he has been working his tail off and does a great job at it- and is still getting pounded and in my opinion not treated very nicely or getting the recognition he deserves. He basically has not slept in weeks- (seriously- he came home at 7 am to sleep for 2 hours today). OKay- I'm getting distracted. My point is- I would like to bust into that place and give someone the "How to and what for" and tell them what I really think of how things are going and fight for my husband. Upon reading verse 22 "the Lord your God himself will fight for you" - it gave me a sense of peace. In all reality, I know that me going in and having a hissy fit wouldn't do anything for us- but sometimes that's all I wanna do. [I actually played over in my head what an argument with one of his superiors might look like- don't worry, I of course had the last word ;)]. It is so good to be reminded, that I am not the only one that wants the best for and is willing to fight for my husband. I know that God has this situation in control and because He loves my husband and calls him his own, He will in fact fight for him. The struggle that I must deal with is trusting in that and letting God have control of it.
I am so thankful for the reminder of how God protected His people way back in the day; And I am so thankful that He STILL protects and fights for His people. God is good- and I will cling to that verse, try to let go of my anger, and know that the Lord God himself will fight for what's in his will for ME.
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